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The priest’s face was pale and solemn. He shook the earth in his hand for a moment before scattering it into the open grave where it pattered gently down onto the oak coffin.
“Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.”
I glanced across at Zoe. She was standing with her father who was trying to shelter her from the rain with a big black umbrella, but the soft drizzle still mingle with the tears that lined her face. She leant her head against his shoulder.
“In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and … ”
Over two dozen people came to the funeral and afterwards most of them went back to Zoe’s house where food and drinks were laid out on crisp white tablecloths. We helped ourselves as we wandered about in little groups, talking softly and commenting on how sad it was that Zoe’s husband, Kieran, should have died so suddenly. And in such strange circumstances, too.
“Tell me, Liam,” Zoe’s father put his hand on my shoulder, “what do you make of it all? I mean, what do you really think happened to your brother? Do you think that eejit of a coroner was right when he said it should be an open verdict?”
“I just don’t know, Paul,” I answered, glancing across at Zoe. I picked up a glass of wine and took a sip. “But what else could the coroner say? No one will ever know what exactly happened that day. There will always be that awful question: was it just a terrible accident, or was it …”